Wednesday, January 23, 2008

my first poem...!!! :D

this little poem is somethin i randomly wrote ... jus out of nowhere on a nice rainy romantic day i was feelin all cuddly-cuddly and this jus came into my mind.. what a perfect kiss it would be.. standing on the terrace with huge rain-drops splashing across ur face... he would hold u tight in his arms and then in the moment when everything feels right and perfect u have that perfect first kiss... ur heart beatin a thousand beats every second..! gosh.. what would that feeling be like...!! ahhhhhhhh......


kiss me like there's no tomorrow..
kiss me like you own me..
kiss me like my lips were meant only for you..
kiss me so deep that your touch never leaves me...
kiss me so that i lose myself in you forever.......!!

Friday, January 18, 2008

hello..! :D

hello there everyone.. i am trying my hand for the first time at blogging so pardon me if my posts sucks... well the main reasons for me to have started blogging are first of all i spend so much time online why not as well blog and let people knom me better.. 2. i have always been this person who was never able to express her feelings well for which of course i have lost a lot in life.. so i needed somewhere i can pour out myself and 3.i need to improve my vocab and some people apparently say that blogging helps so here i m.

now i don't exactly know what i should blog about so i think i'll just start with about myself..!!

18, lives in Chennai, tamilnadu.. doing her 12th std in the commerce stream.. an out and out extrovert when it comes to my thoughts and believes but when it comes to expressing my emotions i don't kno why i m just not the me..! with my "closestest" friends which are a very very few i can be the true me but when it comes to talking to someone else i don't kno why i just don't be able to tell truly what i want to tell... i can't say i love u to the person i love nor can i say f*** off the people when they actually irritate me... of course this applies only to people i know and care about.. to people i don know or don care about its very simple..u don't exist for me...! but now this doesn't mean i m a stubborn hearted bitch.. because i am not.. i m very sensitive person...! i am an extremist... if i even for once love someone i will love them forever and once i start hating someone then well.. lets just leave it at that..! ;) As for my looks.. well average height, fair, black hair, black eyes and quiet over-weigth :( [one of the regrets of my life] but then whatever it might be i love my life.. it hasn't been the perfect life but i m quiet happy.. aren't there things i wanted that should have been my way,...some people i wish were still in my life.. yeah.. of course... and eventhough i sometimes have my doubts.. i m firm believer of " whatever happens.. happens for good..! " I someday wabt to become a great lawyer.. i want to litigate.. and by now what most of u must've figured out... i am an out and out chatter box.. call me and i'll talk to you the entire night..! i am extremely moody.. i have mood swings more often than the government swings in Bihar.. :P

and now that i don know what else i should tell u i m just going to stop here..

u'll figure me out over time... :)

back soon..!!

P.S. i have a very nasty temper so don't cross my path..!!
otherwise i m quiet nice..!! :D :D